Doesn't it suck when you think you've got everything figured out and then something happens that makes you realize you clearly have no idea what the fuck is going on? Well, I guess you could say that happened. But hey, thank you for putting things into perspective. I'd rather know that everything I thought was real was just a facade. I just wish I ( Read more... )

Man, I don't even know what to think anymore. I can't keep playing this game. Life is putting me through such a rollercoaster, but somehow it seems like the ride's finally slowing down. I just wish it was the end. It seems that my ride has just slowed down to a point where it's just constant shit, and eventually it's just going to drop again and ( Read more... )

So, today was an awesome day. It started out with me waking up and seeing Janifer sitting at the end of my bed because she spent the night. I like it when she gets to spend the night. It makes my life more interesting lol. Even though we didn't get to party because we both just passed out, but that's ok. Anyways, then we sat around for awhile and ( Read more... )

Why do I feel like I'm living a pointless life? I just feel like I'm not living life to the fullest, but I don't know how to. I feel like I don't really have the friends I'd like to. I mean I used to be so happy and surrounded by friends, but when my dad died so did the rest of my life. I changed and maybe that caused everything around me to change ( Read more... )

The best thing about tonight's that you're beside me ( Read more... )

Why you put me through this rollercoaster I have no idea. Just figure your shit out and let me know what's up. I'm so sick of having you make me feel like this.

I was actually looking forward to school. For the first time since god knows when I actually wanted to go back to that hell hole. I saw this as my chance. This was my year to change everything around. Wasn't as easy when I got there though. First let me start with this morning ( Read more... )

Hey Scott, what's up? :) Atleast I know you read this thing so I might as well talk to you. How has your life been? Hopefully good, but mine could be better. I've been trying really hard to catch up on my online classes and I'm actually succeeding. What a surprise! Next year is really going to be rough. I'm going to have next to no life outside of ( Read more... )

So, I guess it's not that bad. You know....the whole being single thing? It just kind of sucks. I mean I want someone to be there like that, but there isn't anyone. And I know even if I did get someone it would just be rebound and it wouldn't actually mean anything. I don't know, things appear to be getting better but I just don't know. My mom ( Read more... )

This is awesome. :( I'm upset over something I should have seen coming anyways. I set myself up for disappointment. I just make wonderful decisions don't I?