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spyda1987

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Nov 25, 2006 03:21

So my ex was supposed to show up today......and surprise sur-fucking-prise.................SHE CAN'T MAKE IT!
How unusual for me to end up all alone today or all week in fucking fact.
I'm so damn angry. She canceled on me tuesday, thursday and now today. U know what........fuck it. No one talk to me. It's the way things are going to end up anyway.

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meesterx November 25 2006, 16:26:46 UTC

If I was here, I would talk to you. But I'm not. And James, if people stop talking to you its not because they don't like you. Its because of your negativity, and because you're so sad, you complain a lot. People want to talk about themselves too. I'm getting a sim card tonight so i'll msg you. By the way I know you didn't give me anything to put in the wailing wall but I put something in there anyway, from me. Love you and miss you lots honey! I was listening to D12 the other day and was wishing you were there because you understand the magic of Eminem. I'll talk to you soon (hopefully) :)
PS. All of your exes are skanky whores. Don't go back to them you're better than that. It will only cause you pain!

"Harsh Truths" spyda1987 November 25 2006, 18:56:44 UTC

Yeah, i know i talk about myself a lot and i do realize that if i was to go out with my ex's it would only cause me pain but, for some strange reason, i think that is what i am attracted to. Like in Self Esteem by The Offspring....."The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care ( ... )

Re: "Harsh Truths" meesterx November 26 2006, 09:27:22 UTC

That's great and all James, but girls absolutely loooove talking about themselves. Love it. It's an addiction. Any girl who says she doesn't is lying. Think about it.
Although I do want to hear your problems, I think there should be other things to our friendship don't you?

Re: "Harsh Truths" spyda1987 November 26 2006, 12:00:55 UTC

Tis true my dear Ya-ya but, everytime i've given advice to anyone in the past, No one has ever taken it. I guess it's a life lesson that i learned. I would love to hear your problems Yana but the sad truth is that although i care greatly, i just can't help you with them and the moment you tell me i will be more controlling than your mother. :S

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kornjacc November 27 2006, 14:56:08 UTC

yo man, sorry i don't talk to you much through here but my b/f gets worried that if i become close friends with a guy it will lead to something more - that's why i can't talk to you on msn - too close/personal. i know he probably wouldn't find out but i have way too much of a heavy conscience to do something if i knew it would upset him. i know you'll understand.

"Relationships" spyda1987 November 27 2006, 15:17:21 UTC

Yeah that's kool. It's just you seem pretty kool and it would be nice to know you when i'm sober enough to remember it.

"Relationships are funny.......unless there is a machine gun involved"
Spyda S. Barnes

41154 November 28 2006, 08:03:47 UTC

I had no idea you updated anymore. Weird.
Also this entire entry and related comments made my day. You guys are precious. Take care dude, but listen to Yana. she's a girl and she's smert. :P

"I think too little" spyda1987 November 28 2006, 08:05:23 UTC

I think i may just have to take you up on that :P

meesterx November 28 2006, 17:55:24 UTC

Damm right.