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[spydersuicide]

lost in a room of pain again. no doors no windows... just unpainted walls. i try to get out, but i just run in circles. after a while, i just sit down and look at the cieling. and somehow, it does alot more than running around. imagine that.

Comments

[xmadenthe80s]

you have so much
damn it just look at something positive
at least you have your health and freinds and a family that loves you

[starbrst689]

agreed

[anonymous]

Chin up, kid.

You can't be sad forever. You can't always be the victim. Get over it.

you assume...

[spydersuicide]

none of you see what i see. i see me. as i will become. i am not always going to be the skinny good lookin (so im told, dont take it as arrogance) tall kid with a bunch of friends. i will be alone. im a goddammed teenager, but not for long. and once its over, im done. theres nothing for me. my health isnt so good as it seems. my body is slowly decaaying. at 16! all i have is my mind, and not even the will to use it.