I miss my car, it won't be here for my birthday. I miss a girl, I can't have her because things are from going that way. I'm frustrated with my folks, I'm frustrated with my family, I'm frustrated with my car, I'm frustrated with a girl I haven't talked to one-on-one in person in months ( Read more... )

of joy and glee ( Read more... )

Here we are again. The thoughts a huge untidy blur. My mind racing at a crawl, and then at hundreds of miles an hour. There's some Bush blaring in the room at the moment. I honestly don't know how to put these thoughts together. There's just so much to sort out, so much to understand. I don't feel like I am whole. I feel like a piece of me is ( Read more... )

June 7th I will be 22 years old, and one year closer to my impending doom ( Read more... )

24hours of awake nonsense, death, and family. I'm back in Vegas. I dont know what to think. It's been an irritating day.

Why the hell is it somehow my job to bury the dead? Why is it that I never get to go out to a joyous occasion. Why do I have to be the one to bury two loved ones in less than a year ( Read more... )

I was kissed by an angel in my sleep. To think such a kiss being so divine and full of passion yet I questioned as to why it happened. It has been so long and far ago since I last recieved such a beautiful touch. Yet in my dream I encountered such a feeling once again, in an unconcscious state knowing I was asleep and that nobody was in the room. ( Read more... )

tired... sleep deprived... energy deprived.... one more day of school... need energy boost..... need to get out of nevada.... two/three weeks away california... help...... not happy with people.... want to wring necks.... want to cause big trouble in little vegas..... want precious gem to show up at my door, not happening because everybody else are ( Read more... )

Backstabbers, double agents, untrue bastards, wretches of hell, supposed friends, spies, shady people, flakes in general. I'm onto your schemes, I'm onto your twisted lies. I have informants all over the city, I know what is going on, and when, even with who. The only person that you dissappoint is yourself, as I've already made my choice. Stop ( Read more... )