i'm living, i'm able, i'm breathing, i'm grateful
to put on my Happy Face

woke up and realized this world's not so bad after all
looked at it through a child's eye
and i saw these beautiful things that you never think about
like the ocean, moon and stars and clouds
it's amazing how we don't
appreciate our blessings- first verse of 'Happy Face' by ( Read more... )

what do you when you find yourself wanting to expose yourself to another person, yet knowing you can not have a fulfilled relationship in return?

tonight is my last night in Vancouver; tomorrow i'll be on a plane, with 16 other family members, to China! i should've gone rollerblading or something Vancouver-ish, but oh well. i'll be gone for 3 weeks [Aug 5th - 26th], i've never been anywhere for this long, and this far! the flight is supposed to be like 16hrs or so... craaazy. anyways, i ( Read more... )

to quote Irina Derevko (well, almost):

"I've waited almost four years for this..."

my response:

"... Finola?"

THAT'S RIIIGHT! Finola Hughes has added another city to her book tour, promoting her debut novel entitled "Soapsuds", and AT LONG LAST it's at a city near me--Seattle! it's actually not in Seattle--it's in Renton, my dad said it's ( Read more... )

has anyone ever bought something from eBay? like something big and has a decent price value (not like jewelery or books)? b/c i really want to buy this Creative Zen Micro 5G Harddrive mp3 player and i found someone selling some of these starting at $9.99 and they ship only to Canada! so far there's one that's at $66 right now... anyways, in ( Read more... )

unsteady. shaken. antsy. sad. happy. pumped. gone ( Read more... )

tomorrow i'm headed off to Kelowna, BC to record part of a song--the chorus, to be exact! lol yeah, weird and random, eh? i'll post a story of anyone's interested in hearing it when i get back thursday... *hintComments!hint*

i also get to see Carlee! woo hoo! it's been so long! almost a year, omg!

tonight's ep rocked! a lot of 'em have lately, actually, b/c we're nearing the end of the season! *sniffs* so sad. i can't believe it's almost been a year in TV Land... next week is gonna be a DOUBLE episode b/c i think they want the finale during May sweeps--the finale, by the way, will rock the world b/c SpyMommy's gonna be back in full ( Read more... )

well, i've been filming my short film called "The Champ" (working title, i kinda wanna change it), which was inspired by many things, the leading lady's character inspired by the fabulously psychotic Mona Demarkov of Romeo Is Bleeding, is that gives you any indication of what kind of film this will be... anyways, it's been craaaazy. tons of ( Read more... )

I MISSED AN EPISODE OF ALIAS ( Read more... )