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The first time i felt like letting lj sink was back in highschool; maybe not even after a full year. this is the second time.
Life is somewhat uneventful. Didnt do anything during break; didnt want to do anything. Took statistics during winter break, finished up pharm apps, and played on my xbox. Even now, not much eventful.
As far as school goes: 2nd half of biochemistry, biochemistry lab, human anatomy, and chemical computation. Biochemistry may or may not be tough. Lab is frustrating, anatomy can be difficult, and computation is just a pain in the ass. Worst of all, I have no drive or motivation. Complete 180 compared to last semester. Maybe its because everything kinda unraveled near the end and i didnt really accomplish what i wanted to do in that semester; or even plan b. But i suppose something good came out of that.
So this is the last semester (knock on wood). Im getting pretty anxious. About a week ago, i received an email from midwestern univ. inviting me for an interview. thats the first one out of 5 total that im waiting for. A bit early i think, but they need interviews so whatever. i scheduled mine for the 15th, but didnt really check my syllabus and now i see i have an exam for biochem on that same day. My prof says we'll talk about it tommorrow. I wish he could have given me a definite answer, airfare choices are becoming slimmer. worst case scenario, i can always drive there. about 350 miles ~5/6 hours.
so i guess i have a lot of tension for that since its next week. I need to prep for the interview. My friend suggested going to the career lady and do a practice one, but i dont think ill have time to book an appt. I guess we'll see tommorrow when that exam date is revealed. Out of the 5, I dont really have a front runner. this and univ. nevada are both 3 year programs and private; so residency isnt an issue and rent can be used to maximum advantage. I wonder about the other 4.
Ive also been sick this past week. Im feeling better, but may have gotten a friend and group member sick, so i feel bad. Another year has passed and it feels like any other day. Dont ask me why, cuz i dont think i know. Kinda just a gut feeling: what can i say.
Lastly, i have a strong suspicion that im going to let things fall through my fingers. I just know. Ive done that in probably almost all categories. i dont really consider myself clutch under personal circumstances that i really want to be.
i need to get a haircut. Im been pulling out my hair this entire week.
Life is somewhat uneventful. Didnt do anything during break; didnt want to do anything. Took statistics during winter break, finished up pharm apps, and played on my xbox. Even now, not much eventful.
As far as school goes: 2nd half of biochemistry, biochemistry lab, human anatomy, and chemical computation. Biochemistry may or may not be tough. Lab is frustrating, anatomy can be difficult, and computation is just a pain in the ass. Worst of all, I have no drive or motivation. Complete 180 compared to last semester. Maybe its because everything kinda unraveled near the end and i didnt really accomplish what i wanted to do in that semester; or even plan b. But i suppose something good came out of that.
So this is the last semester (knock on wood). Im getting pretty anxious. About a week ago, i received an email from midwestern univ. inviting me for an interview. thats the first one out of 5 total that im waiting for. A bit early i think, but they need interviews so whatever. i scheduled mine for the 15th, but didnt really check my syllabus and now i see i have an exam for biochem on that same day. My prof says we'll talk about it tommorrow. I wish he could have given me a definite answer, airfare choices are becoming slimmer. worst case scenario, i can always drive there. about 350 miles ~5/6 hours.
so i guess i have a lot of tension for that since its next week. I need to prep for the interview. My friend suggested going to the career lady and do a practice one, but i dont think ill have time to book an appt. I guess we'll see tommorrow when that exam date is revealed. Out of the 5, I dont really have a front runner. this and univ. nevada are both 3 year programs and private; so residency isnt an issue and rent can be used to maximum advantage. I wonder about the other 4.
Ive also been sick this past week. Im feeling better, but may have gotten a friend and group member sick, so i feel bad. Another year has passed and it feels like any other day. Dont ask me why, cuz i dont think i know. Kinda just a gut feeling: what can i say.
Lastly, i have a strong suspicion that im going to let things fall through my fingers. I just know. Ive done that in probably almost all categories. i dont really consider myself clutch under personal circumstances that i really want to be.
i need to get a haircut. Im been pulling out my hair this entire week.