its always good to be back at home, even if its only for a week

so im alive; you cant get rid of me that easily ( Read more... )

i think im going to join a hwa rang do dojo here in phoenix. i will also apply for my intern license and work 4-10 hours in the beginning and later escalate (maybe). I will do well in school to re earn my self respect. I will find a woman to build a relationship with (or try).

and noah, why are you mia?

end communication.

If i was a smart guy, i would be busting my ass much harder than i am currently. I dont know, i dont have the drive or endurance as a lot of other people in my class. maybe ive lost that determination a while back ago; maybe its old, bad habits. either case, im still trying to change all of that ( Read more... )

i think its time for me to draw the line in the sand. Probably should have done it before, but now I kinda see things clearer. It is drawn.

"if youre right i lose nothing, if im right i lose it all"

damn choices. i suppose everything has its cost, but for once, cant something be free?

damn damn damn.

I remember reading about the ladder theory. At first i didnt believe it. Then it sunk in and was kinda depressing and then now i have a realization that may or may not mean anything ( Read more... )

i would trade my heart for one made of stone.

with that said, i should focus only on the primary.

I dont have internet currently and using the schools ( Read more... )

-CSUF is finished.
-GWC will be finished tommorrow. either by 11,4,or 7.
-Yay and Nay!