my days, now.

[sqrootofheart]

It's only 5:30 & it's already dark out. Not that it matters, in this cold, sunless city. The buildings stretch up into infinity. blocking out any light that may be lurking up there. It's so damn bleak outside, so i hole myself up in this room with its false warmth & artificial light. But they turned the heat off to-day, & my walls are a monument to

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[sqrootofheart]

MAUDLIN is my new favorite word.
more than that, MAUDLIN is my very self.
you have said otherwise, but i never really believed you.

[dreaming_etc]

i don't know what to say other than the other night when you were in town and you walked into the room and you said 'honey...' and you gave me a hug even though we were never even friends and even though i sent you an overly emotional text no person should ever send to someone who doesn't know them...well, you gave me that hug and it felt really good. and it felt like i could continue to buzz around sociably for another hour or so.

so thanks.
winter sucks the life out of most people. embrace the cold.

[sqrootofheart]

there are people i feel inexplicably connected to even though i don't know them very well. you are one of those people. that is why i hug you when i see you & why that text (it actually came in the form of six texts, i believe) didn't bother me. in fact, it excited me. it felt wonderful to know that you trusted your insanity with me.

i probably didn't call you honey, though.

[vach0n]

i can't even explain how much i need you all the time.
the distance is killing me.
i need captain preston.
& bip

[vach0n]

"honey.." hahahaha yeah right

[vach0n]

captain preston in FOUR DAYS.