tomorrow, i am not going to work. tomorrow i am waking up early, nine o'clock, and i will go to breakfast with kate and haley. after that, i tackle this monstrosity of a paper. i'm a bad student, i know this, but i am intelligent nonetheless. i know my school work is important and i know that i have potential and as much as i doubt myself, i know ( Read more... )

i feel good today.

i wish i was a good student. i wish the possibility of me failing to finish college wasn't so real. i wish i wasn't so god damn self-defeating.

i wish i wish i wish...

"WHAT'S GOING ON? WHAT'S GOING ON?? oh...it makes so much sense now. i think the world OH MY GOD!!!...no, no nevermind."

--keith allen, 10/30/05

the rain is not my friend, especially on a day like today.
Saturday, October fifteenth.
end.

THIS WAS WRITTEN ON THE PLYMOUTH&BROCKTON BUS #1258 ON OCTOBER 8TH, 2005.

Apple juice & gordon's. Camel's filtered. The accoridan. I'm Sitting On Top of the World. The bluest eyes i have ever known. The impending morning light. "Can i kiss you on the lips?" Peterson's market. Climbing that tree, his favorite tree. Kids crabbing. Watching others ( Read more... )

so i'm 19 now.
i'm also procrastinating.
althea beth georgantas will be inside in me in only 5 short days.
holy shit.

( &bip. )

so, i go to college now ( Read more... )

six days.
holy shit guys.

this is love.