Stop nudging me flyxiepixie. I update when I update.
Life is stalled. If there was anything to say I would say it
You want to know what's up? I am content. It is not the best state to be in. When you are content, you don't need to do anything else. I have little drive lately. Actually, the only drive I have is the lengthy commute to and from work each day.
Work is. No, that's not true. Work is stalled. Just like the next paragraph that I already wrote, but I need to come back here and say. I feel like I am just exisiting there. Not learning anything. Is learning the path? There seems to be a genuine lack of goal in my life. I am currently making and saving money, but I don't even know what for. I think the value of houses on L.I. is insane, and am not sure I will end up here. I upped my 401k investments and re-allocated it to a pure aggressive growth portfolio, but who knows what I will do for retirement. So far away, but I know I don't want to work.
Wedding plans are stalled. Still. We just can't get back into it. We have been living together for years, I just don't see how a party will add legitimacy. I also would prefer that money to do other things. tigerladyliz does seem to have a strong feeling on the subject, except to be upset at our lack of planning. I feel it is my own failing. tigerladyliz works her tail off everyday. She has no time to plan, yet it just doesn't appeal to me to plan.
Got a PSP for Chanukah. I like it, but still I seem to keep trying to find a use for it.
Went to cinnibar's to hang out on his birthday the other day. Besides tigerladyliz and myself, aakin and k1tsune also showed up. cinnibar and purpleallison are likable people, I was surprised no one else made it over. I assume life got in the way. Perhaps it was the low keyness of it.
Made a chest. Out of pine, with an oak bottom. When I stained it I was akin to a man on an ether binge. The rest of the house felt it too. I felt fulfilled with the job. mynameisnick helped out with it, as he was over during the key construction of it. I think men just enjoy making stuff. If anyone wants to do any woodworking in the future, let me know. Preferably with a lathe, I haven't even had a reason to turn that on in a while.
Need to get back to the gym, but who doesn't (besides k1tsune) I liked the feeling of it, and I was in good health, but I carpool to work now and it doesn't fit the rhythm anymore. I was doing DDR in the morning at home, but couldn't keep that up.
Liz has off in Febuary for school break, and I still need to take some time off at work. Any ideas on where to go?
Not been into the SCA thing in a while, maybe that's why you haven't seen me. I suppsoe I never was into it. I went to hang out with everyone, never got into character. I wish I knew of a victorian society, I could enjoy that. Would I could find people interested to sip tea, eat cucumber sandwiches and talk of Tesla, Faraday,Edison and Bell, P.T. Barnum, Jesse James, Lewis Carrol, Charles Parnell, Charles Dickens, Charles Darwin... Wow.. that joint was jumping.
As I said, not much to write about.
You want to know what's up? I am content. It is not the best state to be in. When you are content, you don't need to do anything else. I have little drive lately. Actually, the only drive I have is the lengthy commute to and from work each day.
Work is. No, that's not true. Work is stalled. Just like the next paragraph that I already wrote, but I need to come back here and say. I feel like I am just exisiting there. Not learning anything. Is learning the path? There seems to be a genuine lack of goal in my life. I am currently making and saving money, but I don't even know what for. I think the value of houses on L.I. is insane, and am not sure I will end up here. I upped my 401k investments and re-allocated it to a pure aggressive growth portfolio, but who knows what I will do for retirement. So far away, but I know I don't want to work.
Wedding plans are stalled. Still. We just can't get back into it. We have been living together for years, I just don't see how a party will add legitimacy. I also would prefer that money to do other things. tigerladyliz does seem to have a strong feeling on the subject, except to be upset at our lack of planning. I feel it is my own failing. tigerladyliz works her tail off everyday. She has no time to plan, yet it just doesn't appeal to me to plan.
Got a PSP for Chanukah. I like it, but still I seem to keep trying to find a use for it.
Went to cinnibar's to hang out on his birthday the other day. Besides tigerladyliz and myself, aakin and k1tsune also showed up. cinnibar and purpleallison are likable people, I was surprised no one else made it over. I assume life got in the way. Perhaps it was the low keyness of it.
Made a chest. Out of pine, with an oak bottom. When I stained it I was akin to a man on an ether binge. The rest of the house felt it too. I felt fulfilled with the job. mynameisnick helped out with it, as he was over during the key construction of it. I think men just enjoy making stuff. If anyone wants to do any woodworking in the future, let me know. Preferably with a lathe, I haven't even had a reason to turn that on in a while.
Need to get back to the gym, but who doesn't (besides k1tsune) I liked the feeling of it, and I was in good health, but I carpool to work now and it doesn't fit the rhythm anymore. I was doing DDR in the morning at home, but couldn't keep that up.
Liz has off in Febuary for school break, and I still need to take some time off at work. Any ideas on where to go?
Not been into the SCA thing in a while, maybe that's why you haven't seen me. I suppsoe I never was into it. I went to hang out with everyone, never got into character. I wish I knew of a victorian society, I could enjoy that. Would I could find people interested to sip tea, eat cucumber sandwiches and talk of Tesla, Faraday,Edison and Bell, P.T. Barnum, Jesse James, Lewis Carrol, Charles Parnell, Charles Dickens, Charles Darwin... Wow.. that joint was jumping.
As I said, not much to write about.