Well, I'm glad he finally came to terms with his sexuality? Would've been easier years back.

DOSH THOUSANDS OF IT ££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££.

In other news: "small steps make big changes."

LMAO, yeah right. Because that's totally going to change my shitty life around, right?

I want Tigh. ;__; :(

Yeah, because building a pyramid in the Grand Canyon is suddenly going to change my life for the better and make me motivated and not dead inside. Uh-huh... riiiiight.

I don't think CBT is effective.

Ugh. Maybe it is "learned helplessness" in a fashion, but every door I see is chained shut and then dumped with concrete over it. It's annoying as hell to get told "OH WELL SOMETHING MAY CHANGE SO DO SOMETHING ELSE!" when every fucking thing I've done doesn't really move the needle ( Read more... )

Abandonment is not unique to gay men, nor are any other forms of relationship trauma. Still, I am always taken aback by the stories of gay men who have been suddenly and utterly abandoned by their partners. It’s the old melodrama of the husband who goes to work and runs off with his secretary, never returning home. The wife finds out from a letter ( Read more... )

Ugh. All I've wanted to do lately is just sleep and sleep and sleep. I dunno why. Maybe I'm getting worse ( Read more... )

Happy 27th Birthday, Tigh. ^_^ I luff you.

(Yep, I still am doing the 2x thing.)

Happy 27th, Tigh-Tigh. I luff you. ^_^ <3

Ugh. I hate this feeling but I have no clue what to do with it. Cross-roads and more cross-roads and me just sitting at the first fork not sure what to do. I just sit there. Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit there and do nothing.

:| I know, I need to do something about it but I just don't fucking know what and that's the shitty part ( Read more... )

So, this year kinda sucked. I doubt next year will be much better. :/ I still don't know what I'm doing and that's kinda sad I guess.

I want Tigh. :( ;__;