my transformation into a total pussy is almost complete. my last shreds of manliness and my gruff asshole attitude have almost fled entirely, and my sex drive is pretty much dead. ive become that which i swore to destroy. ive become an average joe "good boyfriend ( Read more... )

dood. didnt go to work last night cause i was sick and tired. fuuuuuck ( Read more... )

all humans suck, misanthropy for life.

pauline is wonderful, im a total badass for being with her for this long.

every time i die in chicago this weekend. i wont mention the other 3 bands because pussy emo faggot bitches will pretend they love it because its mainstream.

i dont tolerate douche bags.

i feel so fucked up dude, the wierdness keeps compounding itself and i dont know what the hell to think anymore. im sick of most of my friends right now, i hate the fucking automation my life has become. work, eat, sleep, be bored, see pauline a couple times a week, on the weekends i scramble to find or make a party and drink and waste time and ( Read more... )

i hope to god i dont read this months from now and say "yep, i was right", but i think today i just caught a glimpse of the beginning of the end. the way things seem to be going, we will grow apart, from me trying too hard and from her not trying hard enough. she will eventually forget why she went for me in the first place and leave me for someone ( Read more... )

im so confused about life right now dude, its wild ( Read more... )

I LOVES ME SOME PAULINE.

and, to a lesser degree, drinking beer and listening to Emperor.

life is fucked up dude.

damnit, it keeps getting better, and i keep coming close to fucking it all up ( Read more... )

my name is matthew aaron thompson, and my father is an asshole ( Read more... )

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