Dec 28, 2009 03:00
I really hate when the Headmaster gets out of hand.
The last two times, I've lost control, lost sight of myself. And I remember most of what happened at Halloween and much of what happened when I thought I was a different person.
When I think of what that person did I...
I can no longer pursue my goal.
It's snowing, it's winter, it's cold and I hate it. On the plus side, being a Prefect gives me access to that awesome bathroom.
What I remember most about Halloween is what haunts my dreams, especially now, the way I walked and moved with grace, poise and ease. Without pain, without trouble and without these damned weights and scars.
If I could stop dreaming about it it would be fine.
I think a storm is coming in today.
❧ed elric