I've pretty much had this post in my head for a few weeks now, at least. (Longer than that actually. I found this draft, dug it up, did some editing, and completed it. I'm such a cheater) I've gone through a lot of changes lately. Some have been forced on me, some have been a long time coming. But really, it all centers on the fact that I am ( Read more... )

The song says it all.

To say that my life has taken a couple weird turns in the past month or so since I've written would be a gross understatement. I don't even know what to say, really. But I do have the constant need to say something. Yet there are very few people to talk to now. I'm happy, I'm overjoyed at times. But I also cannot stop thinking, and I am so ( Read more... )

I won't make any promises to write again this time. History has shown that to be a stupid thing to do. Basically, I just feel like now is a good time to catch up ( Read more... )

I know, I know. I suck ( Read more... )

Huzzah, I'm 24 today. I can... eagerly anticipate the insurance break next year. Got Christmas in the mail from Dad today. Got some gloves, a cool flashlight that runs on magic, a nice pen, and a huge coat I can live in. Also, money. Oh, and the traditional Far Side calendar. Mom sent me five bags of Snyder's BBQ chips (she must have picked ( Read more... )

I'm finding that as Christmas approaches, my attitude about it, and everything in general, is becoming increasingly negative. Amazingly, I'm not working on Christmas, but I'm not going to be doing anything anyway. I was considering visiting Mom or Dad, but it just wouldn't work out. Don't have enough time off, and can't afford the trip anyway. ( Read more... )

I did it to Jen, so fair is fair.

Go back to your very first post of each month during 2005...copy the first sentence of each post you made and post that in a new thread in your LJ.January: This thing routinely happens to me every day ( Read more... )

Tagged by to_want
Ground rules: The first player of this "game" starts with the topic "Five Weird Habits of Yourself"
and the people who get tagged need to then write a LJ entry about their
five quirky little habits as well as state the rules of this game
clearly. In the end, you need to list the next five people who you want
to tag.1. I pace while on the ( Read more... )

I've had what I would consider to be a severe anger problem for some time now. I've briefly touched on it here before, but as I think is the way of these things, it has gotten worse with time. I don't know a good way to describe it. Most of the time, I do have one or two flimsy reasons for being angry, but never a reason to be as angry as I am ( Read more... )