i was reading bluexsilencex's journal and i realized that maybe i am just magnifying everything times 100.

i just spent the last 20 minutes with my candles, being totally peaceful, and asking of my spirits to allow me to find peace wherever my path leads me.

i hope its ok that i quote her, but it's really improved my mid-morning:
if you ( Read more... )

or better yet, come on, jamie.

jesus.

someone prolly a lil bit wiser than i wrote this:
"sometimes you just have to look a long time to see what's really there."

so all of those things i said before and was SO AMAZINGLY SURE ABOUT, i'm not anymore. well, some of them ( Read more... )

dear g----n ( Read more... )

i walked into a thrift store today after i got my hair colored ( Read more... )

kenya was sublime. there are so many experiences that i will probably never forget. like trying to communicate to a guy that we wanted him to help us build a fire (because it was getting dark outside) and him thinking that i was offering him one of my female friends as part of a deal...
***nairobi is this remarkable city. new york is a vibrant ( Read more... )

the guy that i met at the reggae club in detroit called me today.

his name is bathie [bah-tee] and he was born in west africa and grew up in paris, and is a 3rd-yr mechanical engineering major at some school in detroit (i'll have to find that out).

ni muhimu:
i'm going to be 20 years old on sunday ( Read more... )

nimechoka. nafikiri kwamba kesho nitapoondoka darasani, nitarudi nyumbani na kufanya kazi--kwa shule...kazi nyingi! eech.

nitalala sasa.

usiku njema.

vipi beste ( Read more... )

[prologue | my fortune: "if you work seriously, you will succeed."]

not exactly what i wanted to pop out of fortune cookie, but it'll do. i mean, i guess there is some truth to it ( Read more... )