i've been feeling severely emotionally down for this period of time that i've been away. due to many many reasons. some of which are too inappropriate to post online. i hope u guys understand. well, let's just put it way, nothing extreme happened to me lately.. its.. well.. i guess, an accumulation of what had been happening.. and they have been ( Read more... )

one more month to go..

..what can i say? what can i do?..

..i'll stand with my arms high and heart abandoned..
..in awe of THE ONE who gave it all..

oh teach me Dad..

i might have accumulated stress and fatigue over a string of many full-on weeks of assignments and work. i've reached my capacity for now and i'm screaming for a release right now. but it doesnt stop just yet. i have 1japanese exam to go b4 there will be peace for at least a wk or two. gasp ( Read more... )

definitely feeling crabby.. feeling like an active volcano awaiting its eruption.. irritably annoyed, short-tempered, upset. i seriously tink its my pms. or rather after-pms syndrome.. well, nothing really happened to cause such emotional insanity. nonsensical i would say. but i cant control how i'm feeling like i'm gng to scream with all i have; i ( Read more... )

i SURVIVED first semester of my last year.. well it wasnt a brillant semester, considering i really failed my indonesian unit.. *tips head down in shame* oopz.. shrugs.. my bro ticked me off quite a bit over msn but he also revealed one revelation abt me; he said this "u're just not fated to do southeast-asian studies!!!" oh well.. i seriously ( Read more... )

- sleep woes
- bahasa indonesia results
- essays tat have been submitted
- japanese exam on sat
- frets over mom
- where do i go at the end of e yr?
- vision akin to reality?
- sedate my dreams or live them?
- work woes
- fat woes
- woes woes woes woes

jiu ming ah!

i started off e day late. cos i had quite a fun chat with frens on msn e nite b4 and crashed really late. so when i got up, i got ready to go to paddy's to get some vegetables for tonite's party. judy and my bday party. its not exactly a party. its more like a gathering. chit chat with great company and awesome food. i cooked yakisoba and nikujyaga ( Read more... )

me.

:)

i'm in pain. 2 fingers not working very well. both knees feel as though i've just had a run of 5km. nottt. after 2 sets of blood tests done, with every possible illnesses crossed out, so wat is e problem then? i need dr. house.