its one of the many things about u i love so much. you speak your mind, whether good or ill. I've been guilty a couple of times publicly, and many times in my mind, that I could spend more time with you than I do. You are, afterall, my MUSE. your friendship means more to me than you know. if I hadn't met you, gotten to know you, & if we hadn't becomes friends, I would'nt be here today, I truly beleive that. I won't presume I know exactly what your going through right now, & what major decisions your deciding on. What I can tell you, that I treasure the Time I do see your smile, hear your voice, & feel your touch, no matter how little time it is. You have a friend hear, who will always have voice to lend to yours, a ear to listen to all you have to say, and a shoulder for you you to lean one.
I'll tell you all about it later. I'm sure I'll see you or talk to you on the phone at some point during the week. ....that reminds me...
I had a question about the costuming. The body suit is done except for the detail work. You had all the details colored as brown...which I like. However, the boots that I'm wearing at the show are black and I was wondering if it might look better if we did the straps and buckles and stuff with black leather?? That way it will match the boots. It's a small part of the costume but it is just enough to tie it all in.
I can make alternate accents in the brown and switch them when I'm wearing the brown boots. But I'm not bring the brown ones out to SD because they hurt too much to stand in for long periods of time. But we'll have alternative versions of the costume to use....so it might come in handy. ;)
as far as the costume goes, black is fine for the straps. I've always thought little adjustments may have to be made, nothings definite until the book is printed. I've also decided to keep her hair like I did it in the "bathouse" scene. so your hair will match it even more. can't wait to see it i still want to put a photo alternate cover on the few I'll be giving away to the pros we'll meet. I'll be sending more pics soon.
It's ok, I know you're busy. And for me to be mad at you you would probably would only have to cheat on me while we date, and we're not now, so you're good. I just enjoy talking with you from time to time. <3
Anyways...you don't bug me about it. After all, I don't get to see you much! Of course....the only time I'm really out in public is at Shampoo....so it's really my fault you don't see me. Someday.....I'll get out more.
oh, and I would hope that if you do want someone to talk to about anything that you feel comfortable with me. Email, cell, IM, in-person are all acceptable forms of contact. I do listen, honest.
Only connect...as the saying goes. And it has been what has kept my once-estranged family from coming apart. Today we all had very emotional and cathartic talk centered around Father's Day. My siblings and mother understand each other better now more than we ever have, knowing things that we kept hidden and repressed. There is nothing insignificant in what you care to reveal, dear. Please talk to us. We are your friends. We are the family you chose as opposed to the family you have no choice but to be born into... (HUG)
I think your post describes how I feel right now as well. I have been away for a long time and its made me lose some close friends unfortunately. I do hope things get better for you and I do hope that in the future, that we can hang out other than the club because I dont seem to be going there much and it would be nice to see you again.
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I've been guilty a couple of times publicly, and many times in my mind, that I could spend more time with you than I do. You are, afterall, my MUSE.
your friendship means more to me than you know. if I hadn't met you, gotten to know you, & if we hadn't becomes friends, I would'nt be here today, I truly beleive that.
I won't presume I know exactly what your going through right now, & what major decisions your deciding on.
What I can tell you, that I treasure the Time I do see your smile, hear your voice, & feel your touch, no matter how little time it is. You have a friend hear, who will always have voice to lend to yours, a ear to listen to all you have to say, and a shoulder for you you to lean one.
Luv,
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I'll tell you all about it later. I'm sure I'll see you or talk to you on the phone at some point during the week. ....that reminds me...
I had a question about the costuming. The body suit is done except for the detail work. You had all the details colored as brown...which I like. However, the boots that I'm wearing at the show are black and I was wondering if it might look better if we did the straps and buckles and stuff with black leather?? That way it will match the boots. It's a small part of the costume but it is just enough to tie it all in.
I can make alternate accents in the brown and switch them when I'm wearing the brown boots. But I'm not bring the brown ones out to SD because they hurt too much to stand in for long periods of time. But we'll have alternative versions of the costume to use....so it might come in handy. ;)
Lemme know!
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wtf is up with me? I am usually good with correct grammer, spelling, etc...
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as far as the costume goes, black is fine for the straps. I've always thought little adjustments may have to be made, nothings definite until the book is printed.
I've also decided to keep her hair like I did it in the "bathouse" scene. so your hair will match it even more.
can't wait to see it
i still want to put a photo alternate cover on the few I'll be giving away to the pros we'll meet.
I'll be sending more pics soon.
*squishes back at ya*
sean
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Anyways...you don't bug me about it. After all, I don't get to see you much! Of course....the only time I'm really out in public is at Shampoo....so it's really my fault you don't see me. Someday.....I'll get out more.
*hugs*
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oh, and I would hope that if you do want someone to talk to about anything that you feel comfortable with me. Email, cell, IM, in-person are all acceptable forms of contact. I do listen, honest.
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I do hope things get better for you and I do hope that in the future, that we can hang out other than the club because I dont seem to be going there much and it would be nice to see you again.
Take care of yourself hun, youll succeede
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Are you still going to Shampoo Wednesday?
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