Comments | squeaks1876: I give up on Happiness...

squeaks1876

I give up on Happiness...

Apr 25, 2004 23:24

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110cesar April 25 2004, 23:55:11 UTC

you have all of us that think youre freakin awesome, that counts for something right?

squeaks1876 April 26 2004, 18:00:46 UTC

yes it counts for something i love you guys your great im just really un happy right now about alot of things. i miss you though.

No giving up! wildhope April 26 2004, 07:41:46 UTC

"I wish things could just work out once,
Just once.
Cause I don’t know what to do anymore."

Chels, you can NEVER get up. Things get hard, things get REALLY hard and you just gotta keep going, keep trying. Life is about getting stronger, learning, learning to be happy with yourself. I know things are not always easy. But they will get better, JUST HAVE FAITH. I promise you that no matter who you are... no one has an easy life. But everyone has to figure out what MAKES them happy... you can not rely on other people to make you happy... you have to do it for yourself.
Stay positive girl... you WILL get through the tough times. Keep praying.
Love ya,
Jess

Re: No giving up! squeaks1876 April 26 2004, 18:04:36 UTC

I know I know I just dont know what to do any more about anything everything is falling away from me and its falling hard. i can only put up a front for so long you know. and i know that everyone has problems most worse than mine but that doesnt make any easier. and i dont really rely on anyone to make me happy because they cant always be there so whats the point on relying on something that cant be there for you. so i dont.

plain_famous April 26 2004, 20:45:52 UTC

Then maybe you should stop putting up that front and be the 'real happy' weird ditzy lil chels that we all love.
fuck all your petty problems with pityful males and parents.
think of your future chels.
think of your quality.
your goals.
and yourself.

trust yourself.
-Fiona

nobody0098 May 4 2004, 01:36:00 UTC

Hey babe. You've always been there for me in your utmost optimistic manner. No matter what it is, you brought up the air around me. Made things seem alright. I loved ya for that happiness in ya. It's not fake, you're just denying it because you forget what it feels like. I'm here for you always. Remember that the most important thing you can do is to keep PUMPING ARGHHHH. PUMPING IS BETTER THAN COMING. And if anyone puts you down, Call em "pile of monkey crap jabronis" and move on, cuz a pretty, talented girl like you is going to make it in this world I know it ;)