Comments | squeaks1876: As the Cookie Crumbles

squeaks1876

As the Cookie Crumbles

Nov 08, 2004 10:23

The World that i have come to know is crumbling around me, it seems like everything i do is ment to fail when i get out of one bad situation another one seems to be awaiting me. theres nothing that i can do...i try to be so strong not for my self but for other people because i dont want to let them down. once i start to let people down who belive ( Read more... )

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Look for something, something beautiful nobody0098 November 11 2004, 01:41:25 UTC

I look around sometimes, and I see and hear all the dying people that have lost their wills and desires. It's easy to say let life go on with its doings and let the past fall behind you, but to some it's an excruciating nightmare. I fall into these pits often, but it's never the thoughts I remember; but rather how i felt. Sometimes I've fallen so far down that I'm choking and holding on to nothing. I'm always looking for something to get me out. So many times have you been the rope to pull me up. Chelsea, you are strong, you don't just "act" that way to have people interpret you as strong. Sometimes you hold up the weight of the world on your shoulders babe, and it's okay when it gets a little heavy, you haven't lost your strenth by any sense. God i wish you could see the imprints you leave in the friends around you. No matter what happens, your strength is there all around you. Sometimes you just have to look around, and keep searching and you'll find something beautiful in this life. Something that's only here, and you'll never get ( ... )

Re: Look for something, something beautiful squeaks1876 November 12 2004, 07:39:28 UTC

Thank you britton thank you so much if i didnt have you in my life i dont know what i would do. its so hard to stay strong when everything just keeps going bad nothing at the moment seems like its going to be right eventhough i know eventually it will be. well i hope it will be. i miss you i miss our talks :) one thing i hate more than anything else is crying i cant stand it and lately thats all i seem to do. the more i cry the weaker i become and i cant take it anymore, i love you, ill see you later today thank you again for being there because i really need you right now.

Hey... I know how you feel... shit sorry long post xxangelzxx December 20 2004, 17:52:38 UTC

I'm going through alot of the same shit. One bad situation after another. Sucks ass... I'm having a hard time even being strong in front of people now. Literally this whole year has been one big kick in the ass after another. Right now, my love, (at least love him) wants to go back to his ex. She did this in the beginning of this year where when I was with him alot all the sudden wanted to get back together with him. Then when I got pushed away, she admitted she didn't want him. He doesn't believe me when I tell him what's happening. He's like shes a cool ass chick. I'm sorry but how one person acts in front of a guy towards how she acts around other chicks, completely different. That's why I stick with most of my friends as being males instead of females ( ... )