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[squeaky_pop]

RAHR!

I am so drained of energy! i seem to be doing nothing during the days but its making me even more tired in the evenings. Tonight i went to helens house (sorry for the abandoning of girlie night) wasnt really in the mood to be around lots of people. We watched shallow hal and big brother. ach Ahmed. GO AWAY!!!

Holiday people go on saturday

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[cunningstunts]

"Brain = fucked. Hopefully people being away this week will give me time to sort some stuff out in my head and build bridges at home. . . maybe my overactive stressed out brain is the cause of my becoming an insomniac of late. i NEED sleep. so why cant i ? No sleep til the mind rests. hmmmmm. So many thoughts i wish i could cut out my brain for a few days and forget everything. EVERYTHING. need to talk."

Welcome to my world. It gets better..... the mind is an evil thing. It stopped me from sleeping properly for a month. I find not bein able to sleep the most horrible thing. You're sitting there and you WANT to but you can't. It's so boring. And useless. I can't really suggest anything to do, I only started sleeping properly when I had sorted stuff out in my head. That and I tried to stop thinking about all the problems when I went to bed. That's the only advice I can give. But it's hard......

I hope you sleep well soon
xxx