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[squeakyphish]

So today I've got a crazy fever. I have a paper on monday and next tuesday. And 2 deadlines on thursday and friday. And a presentation on wednesday. And food experiments to conduct on 5 year old children. So I cannot afford to be sick since I haven't started prep for any of it

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[violetquiche]

nope :) not incoherent at all. you make complete sense to me! i've been through exactly tht. i hate talking about what really is deep down inside, especially if it's nasty and conflict inducing.
but i learned too (the painful way) that the only way to get that nagging, flesh-eating-from-the-inside-thing out of your system is to tell the other person what it is. even if it takes a while to figure it out and lace it into words, better late than never :) and if you also feel like crying when you're actually saying it, it's okay too, cos some of us hurl and some of us cry, it's just diff manifestations of the same thing (i think!). i'm sorry to hear that you have so much on this week ): and that you were ill on my birthday! boo hoo. please get well soon > < (if you aren't already feeling better!) <3 much xx and oo's!