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a tiny piece of red foil
it sits on my floor and reminds me of meaning

red means passion
red means love
it means excitement

and in that same breath it reminds me that i am alone on this eve of the new years
solitude does not become me
so instead i hide beneath the covers in some semblance of sleep
though caffeine runs through my veins

red means

the message box is empty

and i want something more

the cojones to fill it- or reciprocation
or acceptance

i cycle though, kubler ross
           stage one
       stage four
          stage one

the detrimental d's

dammit.

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I am really disappointed in some people.

Group Four has justified my procrastination. A few hours of panic and severe stress is nothing compared to the pain in the ass the project would have been if I worried about it all the time.

Then again, I could just be looking for reasons to allow me to sleep sometimes without guilt.

Any tips on how to improve life?

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