Seriously what is up with mosquitos?? They like to bite me in weird places too. Crazy fuckers.
I know how you feel about the second paragraph. I felt that so strongly for the first two years of me & Dusty that I'd get nauseous, cuz I'd be so anxious about it. I don't get that way much anymore, I guess I feel more secure. But I guess that's not any help to you :( I could try to give you some advice-y stuff, like.. if you worry too much you won't enjoy what you have, and later might regret it, and just cuz something ends doesn't mean it wasn't still beautiful and important, and just cuz things aren't perfect doesn't mean it has to end. It's probably best to just relax and act like it won't ever end, "live in the moment" and all that. Personally, I suck at that kind of thing. it's hard. :(
The Pamela Anderson thing is bullshit, I hate whenever anyone mentions her as someone who is beautiful or hot. What percentage of her is even real?? Wtf people? That's like saying Barbie is hot. Which people do!!! Aaaah!! *head explodes*
And yes that was very good advice actually. It did make me feel better. And it is outrageously hard for me too. People always say "live in the moment," like if you do that then you'll be happier but sometimes "the moment" isn't always a pleasant one, you know? Annyways.
I'm sorry I never texted back that night. I had work :(. And now I am a slave to school and work and such. I'm going to contact you right now!
I love you tooooo! Aw I'm glad it made you feel better! :)
Yeah cuz I think "living in the moment" is supposed to be like stepping back from yourself, looking at it in perspective, "this moment sucks but it will end and more moments will come" kind of thing ..... but it's pretty difficult, especially since we haven't grown up doing it. They should teach "living in the moment" in elementary school. Throw out the half-assed Columbus lessons. All I got from those was that he "sailed the ocean blue" WHOOP DEE DOO! They should start teaching important stuff. Like critical thinking and relaxation. Cuz I still haven't learned it. :P
It's cool homie, I figured. We ate really fast anyway cuz we were hungry, I tried to slow down but it was so yummy! And now gone forever. I got your text while I was in yoga class, we hang out tomorrows?
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I know how you feel about the second paragraph. I felt that so strongly for the first two years of me & Dusty that I'd get nauseous, cuz I'd be so anxious about it. I don't get that way much anymore, I guess I feel more secure. But I guess that's not any help to you :( I could try to give you some advice-y stuff, like.. if you worry too much you won't enjoy what you have, and later might regret it, and just cuz something ends doesn't mean it wasn't still beautiful and important, and just cuz things aren't perfect doesn't mean it has to end. It's probably best to just relax and act like it won't ever end, "live in the moment" and all that. Personally, I suck at that kind of thing. it's hard. :(
The Pamela Anderson thing is bullshit, I hate whenever anyone mentions her as someone who is beautiful or hot. What percentage of her is even real?? Wtf people? That's like saying Barbie is hot. Which people do!!! Aaaah!! *head explodes*
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And yes that was very good advice actually. It did make me feel better. And it is outrageously hard for me too. People always say "live in the moment," like if you do that then you'll be happier but sometimes "the moment" isn't always a pleasant one, you know? Annyways.
I'm sorry I never texted back that night. I had work :(. And now I am a slave to school and work and such. I'm going to contact you right now!
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Yeah cuz I think "living in the moment" is supposed to be like stepping back from yourself, looking at it in perspective, "this moment sucks but it will end and more moments will come" kind of thing ..... but it's pretty difficult, especially since we haven't grown up doing it. They should teach "living in the moment" in elementary school. Throw out the half-assed Columbus lessons. All I got from those was that he "sailed the ocean blue" WHOOP DEE DOO! They should start teaching important stuff. Like critical thinking and relaxation. Cuz I still haven't learned it. :P
It's cool homie, I figured. We ate really fast anyway cuz we were hungry, I tried to slow down but it was so yummy! And now gone forever. I got your text while I was in yoga class, we hang out tomorrows?
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