ew i'm sicky. no fun. geez scott. lol. it's ok though. i'm feeling better then i did yesterday and i'm spending another night just relaxing and watching tv. i have tomorrow off and then i work saturday, sunday, and monday. gross. i also need to do stuff tomorrow.

so first of all i can't sleep. i'm fucking tired but not sleepy. yeah, i have issues. but it's too late to go to sleep anyway because i need to be up early to take lucas to school for chess club. and wake ben up to make sure jacob gets to the bus stop. then a busy day of pretending to be a stay at home mom. then around 7ish when my mother gets home ( Read more... )

yesterday was groovy. i got to hang out with the blakeney people...we went over to karen's after hanging out at my house for a little while. we spent forever just hanging out and talking. :( i missed them so much! i'm really glad i got to spend time with them. then ian, glue and i left and headed back to my house and scott met us here. so the scott ( Read more... )

so the last few days have been pretty effing awesome. i've spent time with glue, scott and other people. i've been playing tons of guitar hero since i gave it to scott early and i'm awesome like that. i get to see all my friends tonight and then scott is coming over after work. honestly, what can be much better? ok. don't answer that...haha. but ( Read more... )

so. yesterday - awesome. today - fucking BLOWS ( Read more... )

so today was awesome. and so was last night ( Read more... )

ok. so i'm feeling a bit better. i slept well last night...but still didn't get much sleep. but that was a good thing :D scott ended up inviting me over to spend the night. we had fun talking and just being together. oh and How High? was on and it made both of us smile because we watched that movie the first night we were together. so yeah. and we ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do or think at the moment. i have a million things running through my head and i'm just too confused to even remotely deal with it. i'm trying so hard to relax but i have been entirely unsuccessful. I couldn't even relax and enjoy the movie I took Jacob to see today. (Which was pretty good and I wish I had been able to enjoy it ( Read more... )

i'm incredibly hurt and lonely. it sucks. i wish it wasn't like this.

so. here's what's up ( Read more... )