Things have been going fairly well. I have been working hard and feeling very focused of late, which is a nice development. Something seems to have happened to me today, though. I really have lost every ounce of my energy. I seem to have nothing left. It kind of feels like how my body shut down this summer when I was working. I dont know what is ( Read more... )

The past few days have been nice and relaxing, with much possibilty floating in the air. Today that feeling is gone and only stress remains. Lots and lots of stress. I dont want to do the things that I have to do tonight, nor do I want to do the things I have to do tomorrow. Grrrrrrr. I have this urge to go back to my favorite positon last ( Read more... )

"...do me a favor- hug your signif. other, tell them you love them and mean it. dont change unless you let them know...and try hard to come back to me with a smile and hug for me too. i need it...i need it from you..."

I really like this advice...I think I am going to follow it.

I love you Becca.

"We're only human afterall. Isnt it amazing, isnt this incredable, quite alarming, this feeling of not feeling anything at all. The way you twirl your hair through your fingertips, your kiss on my lips suddenly meaningless to me now. No need to say 'Stay in my life'"

Poor Idina iPod died today after a long illness. Her replacement (whenever she arrives) will take her name in remembrance.

Love seems to be in the air! I talked to Trenton online tonight and he is happily in the throws of first love. This follows on the heels of my particularly love-filled day. ::sigh:: Things are going fairly well. I am working hard, which is a first. I spent the afternoon in the library, then a very lovely dinner. Afterwards was a fairly good Laramie ( Read more... )

Its been a busy busy week! Lots of class, lots of on campus auditioning, lots of book buying and on and on.... phew! So next week things kick into high gear! Rehearsals start, (I am already cast in the Laramie Project, and Cats) Homework starts pouring in, and I already have to leave class early on Monday for a real audition! Screwed from day two ( Read more... )

I hardly know what day it is. The past few days have been such a blur. People came back to school. I hung out with Mike, went back to school shopping, and otherwise spent a wonderful few days with my girl. Tomorrow the madness offically begins, though I dont have any classes. But there are department auditions tomorrow evening, so that should be " ( Read more... )

I dont know what to think right now. It turns out that the school year experement is going to start a day earlier than I planned. Kate and I will have the ability to be together whenever starting tomorrow. I am excited, of course. But truth be told, I am also a little nervous. I have never been in a serious relationship where I had the ability to ( Read more... )

I got back to the city on Friday night and then promptly left it again the next day to spend the weekend on Long Island. It was absolutlely wonderful. We hung out, had really good conversations with Emily and her friends, roller bladed, went to the beach (Man they have some ugly beaches), and generally had a fucking increadable time. I dont know ( Read more... )