I suppose now is as good of time as any to keep this thing going ( Read more... )

Baby let's sell your diamond rings
And buy some boots and faded jeans and go
away

I decided to take a brain pill to help stop me from slowly killing myself with cigarettes. Thing is, this new drug (chantex) that I've replaced my old drug (nicotine) with, seems to be more detrimental to my sanity than cigarettes ever were for my lungs. Over the passed 2 weeks, my outlook on my career, my money, my relationships (both romantic ( Read more... )

I've never had to deal with someone dying that has the full mental capacity to say goodbye weeks (days?) in advance. I've never had to deal with peers dying, and in quick succession, before this last year. Spring and new life is right around the corner, and death and dying and sadness seems all around. I've been dreaming in Ukraine, thinking in ( Read more... )

Overwhelming urge to watch Joe's Apartment, under many, many blankets.

Here goes a shitty Connecticut motel, stupid broken droid, fucking freeze ass cold, update ( Read more... )

I live in Providence now. So many things are so different, but I feel so much so the same.

Chris Janson suggested I continue writing ( Read more... )

some melodies are like disease
they can inflame your misery
they will infect your memories
they haunt me

remember how saddle creek made YOU feel?

i feel some sort of counseling should have been provided for those of us in the cemeteries. i'm haunted by dreams of sinking into grave shafts. quicksand.

'hey pretty baby, are you ready for bed?'

I'm on a bender. The worst my body has seen yet. Its too easy to not work aqnd feel good all day. Its too expensive to continue. Its too disgusting to continue. It'll end soon, I'm sure ( Read more... )