Im so far gone, that deep down inside, i think its fine by me, that Im my own worst enemy

[squigee]

EDIT: for the sake of the reader, this isnt meant to portray anyone in negative fashions, just meant as a description of what went down so yeah, thats it.

So, okay, chris gots some esplainin for you guys.
     Well, first and foremost, last entry, ah yes... No i wasnt planning a suicide, I got dumped. Yeah, I know, some people are gonna be like "

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[morgankit]

They caught the kid who emailed in a threat. He's gettin' expelled. :)

Been there...

[bathtub_rock]

Chris,

Recently, I found what I would describe as my soulmate. After 37 years of traveling the world, I had given up. I was focused on two things, my child and my business. But I am head over heels in love.

However, because of our schedules, we are both stressed and sometimes get mad at each other and take our stress out on each other.

We have nearly broken up over it and that left me so brokenhearted. I was so devastated.

"Only love can break your heart"-Neil Young

I have only tasted that heartbreak this time, yet you have to live with it and that sucks. My only suggestion is to go surf, play music and do whatever makes you happy.

Unfortunately, there will be a scar but it will heal over time. Trust me when I say that I have experienced heartbreak. It's part of growing up.

Keep posting. Go surf.