feeling used and abused by the one person i ever truly TRUSTED.

( i wasnt going to finish this now, but i guess i did )

someone dyed their hair and then wrote a pretty dang good paper about it!

as you can see my break was interesting to say the least....

good bye all!

i just realized that my last entry is soooo unbelievably close to one i made about a month ago... http://www.livejournal.com/users/squints6/118670.html ... it starts out exactly the same..... when are things going to get better!?!?!? i need something!

i dont want to go back. but i dont want to stay here. i have nothing anywhere. there or here. nothing at alll. i hate this feeling. i hate that i've had it for almost 4 months now. i hate that i lost someone awesome because of it. im sick of being nice renee and getting nothing for it. nothing. im not saying i want praises or anything for being ( Read more... )

so life sucks. and i'm not glad it is a new year. when i look back on the year it was the best and the worst year ever. how is that possible? whatever. i hate college! and everything that has changed along with it. including myself ( Read more... )

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i love when people call you back when they say they will

-that will make two calls tonight that didnt happen
to add to the few over break!

or call you at all when they say they will

last night was great

i feel a lot better today
physically

now only if my head will feel better
it is sooo stuffed up :/

now i must work for 7.5 hours :/
out at 6:30 call me!