This either really brave or really dumb,maybe both
So "that guy", I emailed him a letter......
First of all I do realize that in typing this I risk you get really freaked out and things getting awkward but I want to tell you these things even if it makes you view me as a silly girl with a silly fascination .
Well I am indeed a silly girl with a silly fascination and I know that my fascination with you is purely physical since my attempts to get to know you seem to always fail. To put in bluntly…I think you are extremely gorgeous . Yes, I did refer to you as gorgeous. I remembered you from the battle of the bands. I wanted so bad to talk to you that night, I couldn’t take my eyes off you and I left that night thinking “ I didn’t even get his name and I will never see him again” . I would think about you ,that guy from the battle of the bands, and kick myself for not at least getting your name. You don’t know how excited I was to see you at star bucks and that I finally had a name for you. Since then I have tried in vain to get to know you, as pathetic as it all sounds. It is all so annoying. I am beyond high school and I despise the fact that I am acting like I am 16, trust me I am far more mature than this. I am sure by my countless messages from myspace that you sense I was attracted to you and I sense by your lack of response that you don’t seem to care to get to know me. I know I am being silly and I barely know you, I really don’t know much other than your name is Josh and you like star bucks. I am a shy person and hate awkward situations so you do know that I would be far to embarrassed to approach you now that you know all this and I know that is immature but I would rather regret telling you all this than you not knowing at all.
So there you have it, I ask you not to think of me as a silly girl with a silly crush, though that’s what I am, try to think of me in a better light. I know it is all so stupid. I realize I don’t even know you and I shouldn’t have this big of a crush on you. For all I know you could be a jerk, but like I said I know its all pretty much what I see ,but what I see I like a lot. Forgive me if this puts you in weird position .I don’t expect you to respond to this, in fact it might be best if you don’t . I dread the reaction you might get from this so just let me tell you how I feel and let it be the end of it. I also ask of you not to tell anyone about this. I know you will probably tell a friend or two about this letter, but please don’t go around pointing me out to people and saying “ look, there is that silly girl…she has such a crush on me”, I am not applying that you are that type of guy, but that same situation has happen to me before. This seems so dramatic, and it is. You might be thinking “ why couldn’t she just tell me?” Once again, I am shy and find it hard to come right out and say “ Wanna hang out so time?” and I have tried, in my own shy quiet way, I had hoped you pick up on the fact that I wanted to get to know you. Perhaps you did pick up on it and you found it annoying ,either way you know now and I don’t have to think about it anymore.
I wont ignore you if I see you, I might smile and wave, but that’s all I probably be able to give before I start blushing. I know you are just another guy among many other guys but now you are a guy I told that I think you are cute and I’ve never had a good experience when telling a guy he was cute.
I am stopping now out of fear I am saying too much
You're Beautiful (fucking High)
by James Blunt
My life is brilliant
*Musical Pause*
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
(chorus)
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause Ill never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As I walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
(chorus)
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful it's true
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
I will never be with you.
(La-la-la-la, La-la-la-la, La-la-la-la, Laaah)
There must be an angel, with a smile on her face,
when she thought up that I should be with you
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
First of all I do realize that in typing this I risk you get really freaked out and things getting awkward but I want to tell you these things even if it makes you view me as a silly girl with a silly fascination .
Well I am indeed a silly girl with a silly fascination and I know that my fascination with you is purely physical since my attempts to get to know you seem to always fail. To put in bluntly…I think you are extremely gorgeous . Yes, I did refer to you as gorgeous. I remembered you from the battle of the bands. I wanted so bad to talk to you that night, I couldn’t take my eyes off you and I left that night thinking “ I didn’t even get his name and I will never see him again” . I would think about you ,that guy from the battle of the bands, and kick myself for not at least getting your name. You don’t know how excited I was to see you at star bucks and that I finally had a name for you. Since then I have tried in vain to get to know you, as pathetic as it all sounds. It is all so annoying. I am beyond high school and I despise the fact that I am acting like I am 16, trust me I am far more mature than this. I am sure by my countless messages from myspace that you sense I was attracted to you and I sense by your lack of response that you don’t seem to care to get to know me. I know I am being silly and I barely know you, I really don’t know much other than your name is Josh and you like star bucks. I am a shy person and hate awkward situations so you do know that I would be far to embarrassed to approach you now that you know all this and I know that is immature but I would rather regret telling you all this than you not knowing at all.
So there you have it, I ask you not to think of me as a silly girl with a silly crush, though that’s what I am, try to think of me in a better light. I know it is all so stupid. I realize I don’t even know you and I shouldn’t have this big of a crush on you. For all I know you could be a jerk, but like I said I know its all pretty much what I see ,but what I see I like a lot. Forgive me if this puts you in weird position .I don’t expect you to respond to this, in fact it might be best if you don’t . I dread the reaction you might get from this so just let me tell you how I feel and let it be the end of it. I also ask of you not to tell anyone about this. I know you will probably tell a friend or two about this letter, but please don’t go around pointing me out to people and saying “ look, there is that silly girl…she has such a crush on me”, I am not applying that you are that type of guy, but that same situation has happen to me before. This seems so dramatic, and it is. You might be thinking “ why couldn’t she just tell me?” Once again, I am shy and find it hard to come right out and say “ Wanna hang out so time?” and I have tried, in my own shy quiet way, I had hoped you pick up on the fact that I wanted to get to know you. Perhaps you did pick up on it and you found it annoying ,either way you know now and I don’t have to think about it anymore.
I wont ignore you if I see you, I might smile and wave, but that’s all I probably be able to give before I start blushing. I know you are just another guy among many other guys but now you are a guy I told that I think you are cute and I’ve never had a good experience when telling a guy he was cute.
I am stopping now out of fear I am saying too much
You're Beautiful (fucking High)
by James Blunt
My life is brilliant
*Musical Pause*
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
(chorus)
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause Ill never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As I walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
(chorus)
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful it's true
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
I will never be with you.
(La-la-la-la, La-la-la-la, La-la-la-la, Laaah)
There must be an angel, with a smile on her face,
when she thought up that I should be with you
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.