"In the end, it doesn't really matter."

Dec 12, 2008 08:55

So I completely bombed this semester. I dont know what it was it just happened. About October, midway through, I just gave up ( Read more... )

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syrenshaeda December 12 2008, 15:35:12 UTC
I think.. maybe you should take a year off? Unless you think next semester will be better, and that you can do better.

I don't know. 8 weeks of holiday didn't help my motivation XD

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squirrelygurl December 12 2008, 19:20:23 UTC
I dont know. I took a year and half off already, and i only have about a year and a half left. My mom says that if i dont think that this is what i should be doing that theres no reason to be wasting all the time and the money on it. I mean, whats the point? If I'm not learning or benefitting from teh experience, then why should I do it?
On the other hand in this economy having a college degree is pretty important. Almost a necessity to get the hell out of retail. I'm not particularly looking to work at Walmart for the rest of my life. Even if they do pay me gobs of dollars to do so.

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delusional_d December 12 2008, 15:38:23 UTC
If it makes you feel any better, I don't think your art is crap. :)

But we can both agree that you need to get focused on school work. And I know it's really tough when you have relationship & family bs going on. **Hugs**

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squirrelygurl December 12 2008, 19:23:16 UTC
I thank you. It means a lot when people have good things to say about my art. I just dont ... LIKE anything I've put out recently! I dont know what it is, but I look at my sketchbook and DA with a hint of revulsion.
I just need to take the time and actually focus for once. I think right now my attention span is completely out of whack, and my priorities are not in line with what they should be. That may be the problem.

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queen_mage December 12 2008, 18:54:45 UTC
I love you, Katie. :)

Things will work out hun- they always do. And I'll be here for you no matter how they work out.

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squirrelygurl December 12 2008, 19:23:38 UTC
Love you too, Kar-man. *hugs*

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