This may be the end.

[squirrelzr4kidz]

I would rather be dead than living the life I do right now. I can't fight this depression anymore, I'm spiraling out of control. I've gone quite a few months without cutting, but I just cleaned the razors and I'm ready to start back up again...I just don't care anymore, I have nothing to care about. I just can't get back up anymore...I have no

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[mitzerella]

okay, courtney, i can't say i've been there, but i've been in pretty fucked up situations. and i wanna say that as long as you dont dwindle on it, they all pass. i promise. but i feel like youve been letting everything get the best of you for a long time, so maybe you should go see someone. and talk it out. if you honestly think you can't do it yourself, you're gonna need help to get out of it, courtney

[squirrelzr4kidz]

<3Thank you.