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[squirt7027]

Do you ever start out having a good day and then it just gradually gets worse and worse and worse? Well I'm having one of those days! My head hurts I want to go home and I am just in a sad mood. This with Marty (despite our best efforts!) seem to be getting......ugh. And I don't know what else to do. I know he hates it when I write this kinda stuff

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[lindsayc821]

:"( I dont know what to say other than I feel your stress!! Mike talked to Sandy and she is going thru all that we are going thru, plus shares your same child support problems. She cant even apply for Section 8 till the divorce goes thru, so she has high rent to pay on top of everything. Poor us... Also, sorry to hear your Mom isnt babysitting, but feel lucky that she does otherwise. My Mom doesnt unless I have to work.

[babylonica]

Seems like you're trying to form a solid marriage like relationship and it won't work because comitting to a marriage is a huge decision that a relationhip has to be ready for. you have to be able to deal with each other and be able to comprimise too; and not try to get the best out of the relationship for you, but for both; but i know you know that last part because you want to make each other happy. just gotta be very willing.

[babylonica]

i'm sick so i have no idea if this'll sound crackheaded tomorrow, so i'm sorry now, lol.

[lindsayc821]

you made sense, lol ;) dont worry.

feel better soon!!!!! im praying for you!! <3

tell michael "hi".

[babylonica]

okay, i'll tell him :D

and thankyou

[lindsayc821]

oh yea! and dont beat yourself up over the relationship thing (I just read Faiths post and it made me realize I only commented on the money end of it. What a good friend I am. Im tired and not all here, lol) you are doing the best you can on your end. He needs to be just as willing as you. Like Faith said - you have to be able to deal with each other. And if you cant? Youve wasted enough time on bad relationships - so if you both cant deal with each other and compromise - no use wasting time! :(

(I cant wait for Martys reply to this one, lol, lol, lol)

[martimus28]

I just hope you feel better soon. Maybe if we do break up you won't have so much stress. I'm not really sure what I need to do. I'm not really sure what you want from me. I really thought that I have been doing everything that you have asked me to do. If you want something else from me, you will have to tell me. Maybe I was never what you wanted? Maybe you just dated me on the rebound from your last relationship? Who knows? Just let me know what is going on. I am very sorry for all the problrms that I have caused you, and I will try my hardest to stop causing them. Hopefully I will get to talk to you later.