I don't have a solid plan yet, but I want to at least go and have a semi-quiet drink with friends and maybe some ridiculous movie-watching or wandering around on my actual birthday (Friday), when I get off of work.
Saturday, I'd like to think of something to go out and do during the day. I wish that EMP and the Sci-Fi Museum weren't sort of expensive or I'd try to go there. But if it's nice, maybe a picnic at Golden Gardens or Alki Beach or something? Wander around Fremont? Something? Then, that night, I may see if anyone wants to hit the Merc and pay for everything. Heh. I have a bit of birthday moneys, so I could probably get myself and a couple of other peoples in there too. But drinking moneys would have to be provided by others. Or, of course, I could get there early enough to get in free.
I don't know if I'll do anything Sunday. I suppose I'll see if anyone wants to. Maybe a Pike Place wander or something.
Same boat, different set of oars.vodkapocalypseApril 22 2009, 11:16:08 UTC
Don't feel bad, sweetie. Everyone has their off days. I feel that way sometimes, too, as I don't feel too many folks around here are my "real" friends, and the few that I do have live down there. The self-deprecation monster rears it's ugly heads when you're most subceptible. Friends are cool and all, but you should get right with yourself and your own merits and not worry so much about what others do or how they may or may not see YOU based on their habits and lives. You can't please everyone, so just worry about pleasing YOU. those who love you will continue to do so. Those who don't... to Hell with 'em.
Re: Same boat, different set of oars.psychopomp_girlApril 23 2009, 06:02:50 UTC
Man, if you feel like a screw-up, you really should come and have dinner and movie-ness some night at our place (the invite is always open! i'm just shite at remembering to call you when i get off of work and am all braindead). We're all motivationless screw-ups!
I'm the only one with a job! Heather is living off of unemployment! My boyfriend takes two or three days just to write a short cover letter and is terrible at job-searching (and great at videogames)! And none of us are going to school right now!
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Thank you.
Love the icon!
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If you don't go to Bellingham this weekend, you should do birthday things with me. That would make me happy. Maybe you, as well?
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Chess is Man and Baby free this weekend so I was going to go up and be crazy with her.
I would be happy to just have some good times with some good friends.
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Saturday, I'd like to think of something to go out and do during the day. I wish that EMP and the Sci-Fi Museum weren't sort of expensive or I'd try to go there. But if it's nice, maybe a picnic at Golden Gardens or Alki Beach or something? Wander around Fremont? Something? Then, that night, I may see if anyone wants to hit the Merc and pay for everything. Heh. I have a bit of birthday moneys, so I could probably get myself and a couple of other peoples in there too. But drinking moneys would have to be provided by others. Or, of course, I could get there early enough to get in free.
I don't know if I'll do anything Sunday. I suppose I'll see if anyone wants to. Maybe a Pike Place wander or something.
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;-)
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Everyone has their off days.
I feel that way sometimes, too, as I don't feel too many
folks around here are my "real" friends, and the few that I
do have live down there.
The self-deprecation monster rears it's ugly heads when you're
most subceptible.
Friends are cool and all, but you should get right with yourself
and your own merits and not worry so much about what others do
or how they may or may not see YOU based on their habits and lives.
You can't please everyone, so just worry about pleasing YOU.
those who love you will continue to do so. Those who don't...
to Hell with 'em.
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One small problem.
I have no idea what will make me happy, other then being with people I love and care about having good times and laughing a lot.
But it's a double edged sword because it later makes me feel as though I am a screw up not getting my life together.
I don't have a goal set though that would help me feel I was getting my life together since I don't know what would make me happy.
Boo.
It feels very complex and hard at times... Trying to figure oneself out and all.
That you for your support and kind words.
Very appreciated.
:)
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I'm the only one with a job! Heather is living off of unemployment! My boyfriend takes two or three days just to write a short cover letter and is terrible at job-searching (and great at videogames)! And none of us are going to school right now!
We're awesome!
Come be awesome with us! Woo!
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Can't promise to make it better, but I can promise to make it ridiculous?
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And don't you camp with Alan?
I think we're still weird, but I don't know.
Been a long time.
If it's the Ferndale site I think I can infiltrate it :)
Maybe.... Not sure yet.
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