I did it... And didn't want to.

[squishy_kiwi]

I didn't give up. I didn't want to do it. I didn't run away. I did what was best. Forgiving is a serious thing, and shouldn't be taken as lightly as it was. I'm not naive. I'm not immature. Logically, I do not regret what I did. Emotionally, it was the last thing on my list. If I apologized, everything would be back to the way it was... Exactly the

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i've been reading this...

[anonymous]

and one thing i can tell you is that everybody is naive. Especifically you. You are naive to think that love can come out of thinking the way you do. How old are you anyway? If you cant have real communication and express your true feelings with someone else, what does that say about your trust? If anything, if you loved her for real, why did you give up on her? You have never seen a person who loves a criminal giving up on them. If anything, love makes them blind of those flaws. Notice how i am not talking about her, because the way you express yourself here is a one sided story. So let's say she is the horrible person that you say she is? why did you give her chances to begin with? what makes it so special this time? this means that either you found something else better for you and try to look for a quick scapegoat or you never planned for this to go this far. So really the lesson to be learn here is, both of you need to grow up. Love isn't hormones that you react to. Love isn't something you can just throw away in an