there's this song by Nas called one mic, i find the lyrics to be completely hilarious. honestly, what does jesus have to do with shooting up someones crew? i just don't get it ( Read more... )

i like how he picked my birthday dinner to break his sobriety. maybe he's been lying this whole time...i wouldn't put it past him.

~trash ( Read more... )

my eyelids falling shut, but i hold myself concious. i don't want to retreat into my mind where the wants and dreams reside. alone and tired is where i end up nowadays. when the people leave my smile fades ( Read more... )

so i looked at the car i'm going to get today. my mom is going to go buy it and bring it home tomorrow. i will then begin to make it better. it needs new tires and a couple tune ups. it's a ford crown victoria(in other words it's a huge pimp mobile). it's blueish purple with blue velvet interior. once i have $150 i'm putting a cd player in it ( Read more... )

the ring two is not as good as the ring. i've come to this conclusion, however there is one part that scared the CRAP out of me. i was seriously freaking out. i had a pleasent night, and now i'm confused. sooo tired, and i'm finally hungry. i go eat now.

i think i'm leaving for a ski trip next wednesday...if i'm leaving you behind and i like you, i'll miss you! skiing is fun though. i feel sick still, but it's less bad than it was so that's good. pride prom is saturday night, i'm pretty excited and the dress that meredith got is AMAZING. if i can figure out how to post pictures on here i will ( Read more... )

man i hate being sick. today sucked hard core. i have an enormous headache, my throat is on fire, all i can do is sleep. i've got some dumb workshop about who knows what to go to tonight, and i do not want to. i'm gonna go drink some tea in hopes of it somehow helping something.

this isnt abbie...but some say that i could be related. i went shopping saturday.