Alright. Update ( Read more... )

I want a new boyfriend.

One that actually likes me. I'm sick of this.

I'm wearing thin.

So this is what I thought about today ( Read more... )

So today I ordered my iPod. I'm very excited for it to get here because I am SICK of not having my iPod, especially these last few days where I have to be in school doing things but I really want to escape in my music. Of course I will be done with school by the time I get my iPod and then I won't be using it probably until NEXT semester but ( Read more... )

"Hey im not going to be able to talk to you tonight ( Read more... )

So I got my birthday card from Josh in the mail today and I couldn't resist opening it early. The things written in the card without his notes are really depressing. I'll show you, this is what the card originally said ( Read more... )

im not annoyed. im not annoyed. im not annoyed. im not annoyed. im not annoyed. im not annoyed.

ok, I'm a little annoyed. Only because I've been trained to feel like this when he does things with his friends. He did it in a hurtful way so many times that even if its not in a hurtful way now, it still has the same sting of rejection.

So I finished few books in the last couple of days and now I'm starting this new one. So far, I don't like it. The writing is eh, the story so far is predictable and not really appealing. Sometimes a story can be predictable but you'll still end up enjoying it, this doesn't seem to be one of those. The book I had lined up to read after this one I ( Read more... )

So this weekend was good. Josh came home and we had a couple issues Friday/Saturday but we were able to get past them and enjoy the weekend. We left Sunday and I took him back to San Diego and stayed the night. We had a lot of fun, walked to the cliffs to watch the sun set, took a bunch of pictures, made pizza and cinnamon rolls. It was a good, fun ( Read more... )

I should go to sleep ( Read more... )