OHH Shit in Head....

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Wow I have a whole bunch of shit rolling around in my head right now... Why in the hell should this happen to me... All I know is that that last night or yesterday... Depends on how you want to look at it... Was my two of my good friends wedding... I was honored to be one of her brides maids... However, naturally, Alex her best friend was a brides

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[_nyxx]

sweetheart, you really need to stop blaming your lack of satisfaction in life/neglecting to quit smoking on things other than yourself- i don't mean to be harsh, but you pick girls who are unattainable to you (audra is quite lesbian except for a very very few exceptions) or else you do not take the chance to start something with them, like with alex, and then you keep smoking as a way to deal with it, in your mind. you need to stop regretting what didn't work out, accept the fact that you won't be satisfied with your life until you WANT to be and take action accordingly, and quit smoking for YOURSELF and no one else. you will not have a successful relationship until you get your shit together for your own sake. stop -waiting- for things to go your way, and take control of your life.

i'm saying this because i care about you as a friend, and i know audra and others do also- i want to see you being truly happy someday.

best of wishes,
kirsten