omgoodness I'm so screwed up I have ZERO SELF-CONTROL omg omg omg I want to run and hide and also
I am soooo bloated plus my costumes make me look HUGE! and, and and and JUST HUGE. I'M SCARED.
But in other news today I was horrible to my mom, horrible like you wouldn't believe, seriously just horrible. Then after that I felt really sorry and guilty and I was just crying and praying and I had no idea how to talk to my mom again and then my phone rang and it was her! and she said she was sorry which made it really easy for me to apologise and explain and everything. woohoo.