I tonight came to the realization that the majority of my expectations for almost every aspect of my life are vastly, vastly unrealistic. This is a very large source of my discontent.
dicontent is also caused by nasty little chemical imbalances, but theres no need for medication, only realization that it exists and perhaps it is a natural thing. at least thats what i can trying to believe. maybe im wrong.
I'm not sure how to respond to that John. I don't have a very good memory, but I don't remember being very happy since I was like 4, and I had not yet realized that I was a fat little boy and my mom still cut the crust off my sandwiches. Last summer was an unhealthy time, in a similar self destructive respect as the current period of my life. Consider the circumstances of last summer. Bad bad.
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