Comments | srk_deewani89: ...Never Knew I Was Losing You...

srk_deewani89

...Never Knew I Was Losing You...

Oct 28, 2009 19:44

Today was it....the day I think I'd been unconsciously dreading for the last 4 months.

I cracked.

I can't do it anymore, I care time and time again and then today, I lost myself. I didn't lose anyone else, but I lost myself in the whirlwind of care. In a way I'm really glad I didn't lose anyone, because that would cause me a lot more pain that what I ( Read more... )

hurt, broken, care, worthless

Comments 17

kokchi October 29 2009, 03:08:25 UTC

ILY

srk_deewani89 October 29 2009, 03:20:03 UTC

ily2

67chevywinpala October 29 2009, 05:09:56 UTC

ILY!

And *hides* For some reason I have the angst song from Potter Puppet Pals stuck in my head.

srk_deewani89 October 29 2009, 05:18:28 UTC

ily2 *hugs*

And eeeee I'm cheery (somewhat now)

willow_wren October 29 2009, 08:18:15 UTC

That was really angsty. I'm glad you're all better now (=

You know ILY! *hugs*

srk_deewani89 October 29 2009, 16:04:05 UTC

Does it count that my entry was all a lie? I don't stop caring one bit! I read your entry and now....yeah now I'm back to where I was..it's like this switch in my body I can't seem to turn off....I know you love me, but you better remember ily2 *hugs back*

i_myself_me October 29 2009, 20:07:34 UTC

ily more. :)

srk_deewani89 October 29 2009, 20:23:57 UTC

:) ily2

a_kopite_roars October 30 2009, 20:28:22 UTC

I LOVE YOU! I THINK I HAVEN'T TOLD YOU THAT RECENTLY.

srk_deewani89 October 30 2009, 21:44:10 UTC

Thanks Kiks ily2 :)

a_kopite_roars October 31 2009, 02:16:08 UTC

You are gorgeous and wonderful. I dunno I feel like telling everyone I love, I love em!

srk_deewani89 October 31 2009, 03:58:21 UTC

That's sweet =) Thanks hun *hugs*