self- pity mood

[srt_ceres]

i thought that after graduation things in my life would start to fall into place. i mean i moving out of the place i've hated for about 3 years and moving back where all my friends and my main family is with the exception of brannon and erika. and seeing how i have a bf after many lonely days, months and so on, life would be to look more positive

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take a right at the next life choice ;)

[egflyfree]

shawny...it has been odd moving closer to you in distance but not closer to you in friendship. i dont really know why that is except that we are growing up. i don't think we will never ever not be friends, no matter where you are in the world you will always be a dear and valued friend. moving here has been an enormous challenge...visits home have become a strain financially, and even emotionally...i want to see my family, i want to see my friends, but i only have a day or so to spend with all of them. i thought with you living in greenville and me living in williamston we would get to hang out more often, but during the week you had school and i had work...and the weekends you went to goldsboro. most recently jason has stepped into my life and sometimes i feel like i'm putting him before my fabulous female friends, but just a few days ago i realized with him i'm just letting my heart and my arms open. i know i may stumble badly, but i can say hey i risked it all, there was nothing more i could do. i've wondered if i had truly opened