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I feel good physically except for my head hurting. Right in the middle of my forehead.. feels like sinus pressure more than anything. who knows? I have been sneezing a lot lately.
I'm almost done reading Magical Thinking, not as good as Running With Scissors, but good enough.. I was amused for the most part.
I've been spending a lot more time by myself lately.. I think it's a good thing. I packed up most of the living room last night after work.. I should do most of the stuff in the kitchen next or the bathroom, whichever I feel like. There's no rush. I talked to the lady with the duplex and she said that she's still waiting for them to finish working on it and that she won't re-list it in the paper again, but she thinks Nov. 1 or maybe the week before.. I'm supposed to call her again on Sunday night and check up on the progress.
I finally washed the outside of my truck yesterday.. it looks all pretty again, but I need to re-do it thoroughly, clay-bar and all. Also, need to start working on the wheels again, hardcore, before they permanently turn to shit.
I owe the storage shed lady $82.50 (holy shit) or she will lock me out of my shed. $250 more to Jerry for the rest of the month (or I could do week by week). Two $354.99 truck payments. $2,366 owed to AIU as soon as possible. I need gas, $60. $100 (something) to Alliant Energy. Food $??. there's more.. but.. bottom line.. I'm overextending my funds once again. I do this with every thing.. every time I start to do well with something, I find a way to fuck it up. Lately, I just have the urge to lock myself away with a ton of good movies.. but I know that's no good at all.. I did that in high school.. so I'm trying to push myself to accomplish things now. Today, I sent a re-entry e-mail to AIU.. they sent one back with all the info and requirements I needed... I sat and filled out all of the paperwork and got it faxed today. That feels pretty good... Even though that's not where I want to go, I kind of have to, because it'll put off the two grand I owe them and I'm already half-way through my Associate's with them. I can probably transfer after that, because by then I'll have made enough money to pay them off so they can leave me the hell alone.