let's enjoy this extremely nauseating feeling of, a section of my brain, near the back of my head, being picked at... producing this incredibly strange pain.. again (for the third or fourth time this week
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when i went into detail about gender issues.. the military wasn't what i was talkin' about.. civillian life is what I was thinking/writing about. I know it will be different in the military..
I grew up with my Dad, dawg.. I'm pretty damn aware of what it's like.. you've heard probably plenty of his stories. I know the breaking and building process inside and out, through my Dad's eyes.. and his best friend's eyes... and a little through my cousin Ryan's eyes..
I did a hella-lotta research on the Navy.. some damn fantabulous opportunities there, but I dunno... I ran into a few more roadblocks of the mind that I have to think more on... probably stuff I won't be able to get over or look past enough to join... but it was interesting, checking out the process. I'll find another way to travel to the places I long to see...
The biggest bonus of joining is a FREE BREAST REDUCTION!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA, jk.
thinking of your joining the military is a bit scary.
that would be interesting if you were in the military and i was in India studying/learning/practicing Buddhism. worlds move together and apart just like tectonic plates, constantly shifting.
but and I could see myself just being the strong, silent type that seems right on.
and this the ability to turn my emotions off... I told him that's something I've dealt with for years anyway and I know I have the ability to do it myself also seems true and very sad.
of course you could do it though, if you wanted. i have every faith you'd be good at it.
it is a bit scary... and it's only a thought, honey.. don't worry. this is just what my mind does after watching movies like those two.
that would be interesting though, heh. sometime, I'll explain my views on the military a little better... and what the purpose, if i ever joined, would be..
i don't really like knowing that i can just turn my emotions off.. of course, i then remember that i have to really want to or know in my gut that it's the for the best.. I definitely need to learn more control with it though. It is sad.
I appreciate your faith, so much... I know that you would have it for whatever I really wanted to do. Thank you, sweetheart.
I could see you in the military - to a point. I used to talk to someone who was in the Navy. He had some anger issues, and used to hit punching bags until his knuckles bled. He got in trouble for that, because he was told that he was damaging U.S. property. The property? Him. That's how the government views you after you sign your identity away. You become a number - and that would be hard to see. You don't have to be in the military to be a soldier - there are other ways.
The headache.........emeralds2laceJune 18 2006, 17:22:01 UTC
What it takes to get rid of the "Headache from Hell": Being able to tell the world to fuck itself for a change, A chyropractor A romantic drink and candle-light dinner after the chyropractor, A full body massage complete with warm oil and hot river stones - by someone who loves you and doesn't want anything from you right then, Dancing with someone sexy after the chyropractor, drink and dinner, and massage. And then taking her home without guilt. Making time for what you want, instead of what everyone else wants, for a change. If the rest of the world would stop being "straight" - what a stupid word for that - what is that, anyway?? As oposed to... crooked? Bent? ok... I'm bent.... I get it
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I grew up with my Dad, dawg.. I'm pretty damn aware of what it's like.. you've heard probably plenty of his stories. I know the breaking and building process inside and out, through my Dad's eyes.. and his best friend's eyes... and a little through my cousin Ryan's eyes..
I did a hella-lotta research on the Navy.. some damn fantabulous opportunities there, but I dunno... I ran into a few more roadblocks of the mind that I have to think more on... probably stuff I won't be able to get over or look past enough to join... but it was interesting, checking out the process. I'll find another way to travel to the places I long to see...
The biggest bonus of joining is a FREE BREAST REDUCTION!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA, jk.
see ya in a bit.
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that would be interesting if you were in the military and i was in India studying/learning/practicing Buddhism. worlds move together and apart just like tectonic plates, constantly shifting.
but and I could see myself just being the strong, silent type
that seems right on.
and this the ability to turn my emotions off... I told him that's something I've dealt with for years anyway and I know I have the ability to do it myself also seems true and very sad.
of course you could do it though, if you wanted. i have every faith you'd be good at it.
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that would be interesting though, heh. sometime, I'll explain my views on the military a little better... and what the purpose, if i ever joined, would be..
i don't really like knowing that i can just turn my emotions off.. of course, i then remember that i have to really want to or know in my gut that it's the for the best.. I definitely need to learn more control with it though. It is sad.
I appreciate your faith, so much... I know that you would have it for whatever I really wanted to do. Thank you, sweetheart.
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i hope your headaches go away =/
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thanx for the well wishes on the headaches.. :) it's weird, they come and go for seemingly no reason at all, I hate it.
I hope you are doing well.
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I used to talk to someone who was in the Navy. He had some anger issues, and used to hit punching bags until his knuckles bled. He got in trouble for that, because he was told that he was damaging U.S. property. The property? Him. That's how the government views you after you sign your identity away. You become a number - and that would be hard to see.
You don't have to be in the military to be a soldier - there are other ways.
Love to you, poppet. :) Always.
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but I doubt, seriously doubt, that I'll ever join the military.. and yes, there are definitely other ways to be a soldier.
love to you too.. always.
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Being able to tell the world to fuck itself for a change,
A chyropractor
A romantic drink and candle-light dinner after the chyropractor,
A full body massage complete with warm oil and hot river stones - by someone who loves you and doesn't want anything from you right then,
Dancing with someone sexy after the chyropractor, drink and dinner, and massage. And then taking her home without guilt.
Making time for what you want, instead of what everyone else wants, for a change.
If the rest of the world would stop being "straight" - what a stupid word for that - what is that, anyway?? As oposed to... crooked? Bent? ok... I'm bent.... I get it
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