Well if you don't know by now, I went and bought myself a new TV to cheer myself up. It's a Westinghouse Widescreen 19" HD LCD TV. It has hookups for cable, my PS2/XBOX (in HD), and my computer monitor. I've already figured out everything on it, and have everything hooked up. I can switch between the HD signal to the SD signal for my PS2 and ( Read more... )

She wants to move on. She wants me to leave her alone. She doesn't want to talk to me. So she won't ( Read more... )

She's moved on. I read her facebook and that she's looking for dating and a relatinoship. Not even a week later and she's already looking to replace me. It hurts so much. I thought she wanted to get back together, but I guess not. I've been sobbing ever since I read it, and the entire time I've been writing this. I said hi to her on AIM, but ( Read more... )

I haven't quite decided yet, but I think that Becca should just move on and find someone else. Because I've said some very mean things to her and she hasn't deserved any of it. I first said that I was cheating on her (when I wasn't) because I was angry about her not caring when I was sobbing about what happened, and I cried myself to sleep. Then ( Read more... )

1 year, 7 months, 5 days

I'm visiting my pretty girl again right now, but I'm only spending one night cause I have to work tomorrow and her parents are coming to get her on friday ( Read more... )

Well today I had a little talk with my supervisor and one of my managers.  Part of the reason we had it is because people around the store have kinda noticed that I've been getting a little lazy, and one manager had told me about it and I was a bit confused about how they worded it, so I went to my supervisor and asked him about it, and he said we' ( Read more... )

Well Friday was fun, I had to work till 430, but it went by so fast, I was in charge of the morning meeting and after the meeting had started then corporate showed up and I was like, oh great, my first meeting I'm in charge of and actually know what to do and I get a surprise visit from corporate.  Also right before I got off work I had a viewpoint ( Read more... )

Well today was nice, it wasn't too busy, but it wasn't completely boring either ( Read more... )

well, I realized a while ago that no one really reads this except for Becca, it bugs me but oh well.  I know that you guys are my friends and that you care about me, but just sometimes things get busy, or you don't know what to say.

I feel...

alone

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