it would be nice to be in love
to curl up in blankies all day watching good movies and making love

but ya can't have it all, ay?

instead i will be with someone extraordinary
eating and watching lost.

win.

oh god. name this movie: "it's not worth living if you can't win big!"

waka waka waka

i feel like im not in the right body today. i feel completely new.

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my heart is no longer.
the world has taken everything i love away from me.

RIP Louetta, my darling.
I love you so much.

change my life.

whine whine whine

im a one dimensional character.

even though i in no way want to hear adam say it and even though i hate what 'home' adam is referring too...

its good to here someone say 'come home'