i'm really uneasy with the fact that gerrits going to be with kyle within days. it just blows my mind. i told gerrit to kick kyle in the shins. told him to put a spoonful of mustard in his mouth. i can just imagine how mad he'd get. he's so beautiful ( Read more... )

aaron. aaron is a remarkable friend. remarkable person. i don't understand if he feels anything for me in the slightest. when i'm with him i'm so happy. i like making him laugh. i like showing him things that make me happy because they seem to make him happy, too. the films i've made him watch, the places i've taken him- he's loved them. i can't ( Read more... )

and it came a heat wave; part two

i have this incredible positivity beaming inside me
this remarkable light

the next year of my life is going to be so beautiful;
in the company of my watering can;
we're going to take the world by storm
shake this land

and it came a heat wave ( Read more... )

i've been completely disassembled. i met a being unlike any other;

whats really unsettling is that i was warned, not once, but twice about this being; and both those warnings took heed to the fact that i'd fall completely in love with this person.

she's my satellite.

science of sleep is so beautiful it's unsettling. visually. the film itself is spectacular; once again reinstating my undying devotion to michel gondry. aaron liked it, which made me incredibly happy. he's very mellow, like i. there isn't that weird pressure there to always be doing something. we can just be and that's alright. sadly, i don't ( Read more... )

violator. you are poison. every preconceived notion, every single thing she said you were- you are. your opinion of me means nothing ( Read more... )

there isn't a guarantee that you'll call me tomorrow ( Read more... )

there are very very few i'm going to give my life to. it's time i sweep the shit out. leave the people behind that i feel i don't need and that only bring me discomfort. it's time you're gone. it's time i take care of myself. it's time i focus on what i truly want and need. it's time i stop focusing on everyone else. i need to find my life. the ( Read more... )

you're arrogant ( Read more... )