so sad,
to have a sack of drugs,
and no one to do them with.
and nowhere to go because of the snow this weekend.

i'm gonna end up sitting in my house,
staring them down,
trying oh so hard to keep myself from doing them by myself.
such a test of wills.
but who really wants to trip alone?

god, i feel so fucking stupid.

maybe i'm wrong, but my gut is telling me no.

why do i even bother getting excited about anything?
everything always seems to crash and burn right before my eyes.

dammit.

you know those thoughts that swim around your head and stay in your head becasue they are just so evil that no one should ever hear the thoughts as words coming from your mouth? yeah, i'm having some of those today. but sometimes it's so hard to not just dance around in glee proclaiming "I don't a fuck!". because secretly, i really don't give a ( Read more... )

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can't wait for march.
confirmed that Ken and I are going to:

NoFX at the Worchester Palladium Friday March 3
Murphy's Law at the Webster Underground Friday March 10

super awesome.

and we are still toying with going to see the Deftones, Thrice, Story of the Year, and Atreyu in Lowell on March 7th.

God is a sadistic asshole ( Read more... )

sometimes i hate having no control over my emotions.
i wish i could turn my feelings on or off with the flick of a switch.

this. day. is. taking. forever.

i want to get out of work now!
now now now!

so we worked on the album last weekend ( Read more... )