i have my first speaking commitment tomorrow which i already have butterflies over. i'm home alone which isn't as scary as it used to be. i start classes tueaday which i am SO EXCITED for. where the hell have i been these past twenty years (minus the almost four months i have!)

my brother taught me how to skimboard today at the beach and it was SO MUCH FUN. i think i wiped out as many times as i stayed on and rode a wave in but it was amasing and i can't wait to do it again tomorrow! i would totally have kept going if my knees weren't burning so badly from getting dragged into waves. it's awesome that i can do something ( Read more... )

my mom got served with papers today stating that my dad is suing her for one million dollars, for "publicly defacing his character," aka, calling him an alcoholic, which by the way, is very very true.

dear friend ( Read more... )

to start off our fourth month we cuddled and ate gummy savers and watched weeds and fell asleep in his arms and that's all i needed and that's more than i could have asked for

"until I change, my sober date will" - lia ( Read more... )

here's my poem ( Read more... )

new agenda! last week i went to six flags and went on almost every coaster there which was lovely but that's all it was - lovely. so basically i need new thrills and i've wanted to for a while now BUT since lack of excitement of roller coasters just sealed the deal.. i've been lookin around and sky diving is my next ball dropper so i have to ask ( Read more... )

ahhh i took my first ballet class in about four? three? years today ( Read more... )

Stop steering and start driving. This ain't no dead piece of metal. A car's a living, breathing thing, and she's alive. Feel it talking to you. Telling you what she wants, what she needs. All you gotta do is listen. Close your eyes and listen.

You don't climb into a 997 to be a driver. You do it because you're driven.