I confess that in 2006 I ( Read more... )

Fate is a tricky concept.

It is hard to believe that fate is so powerful that everything will just be.
And everything will just be right, like it is supposed to be.

It doesn't make sense to me sometimes.

Most of the time.

Just..Breathe.

I cant believe how hard this month has been so far.

I really just wish a lot of people would chill out. Life is too short to argue about silly things. Life is too short to be hatin. Oh well. Some people just crave drama.

I dunno. Everything is just really weird right now.

Wow, so what the hell has been happening the past two weeks? Don't ask me, I have no clue. It went by like a blur, and blur that I was staring down in to. Not actually there, just shaking my blurry head at my blurry self. I tell everyone I make the stupidest choices, and get myself in to the dumbest situations. But maybe I like to do it, cuz why ( Read more... )

I am pretty sure in the past like...week I have gotten 25 hours of sleep altogether. Thats not that much. Thats like 4 hours a night! Yikes..I am crazy. And school is also starting which means less sleep, but for BORING reasons. Sighhhh.

California was really fun. It was sooo good to get away. It helped me clear my head a little bit.

I feel sick now though!

So I think I need a break..from life. Or something. I know I have written very random, depressing things in here lately, but I am at a weird point in my life. I feel attached to the past, but also always looking in to the future. For some reason, I feel like im in a limbo stage. I feel like I am not satisfied with living in the now, and also ( Read more... )

I am sick of this. I really, truly am. I need to go back to bed.