I've gone back to "edit" (add to) this entry ten times, easily. a lot of you probably won't read it since that's a pretty big block of text. I like it more than the rest of the stuff I post on here, though.


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I need to wake the fuck up and go to the grocery store, since I refuse to go when I might run into someone I know (ten am - ten pm during the week, pretty much). apparently that makes me weird. but! it's a twenty four hour grocery store. twenty four hour establishments exist so crazy teenagers can come in at all hours to buy soymilk or apples ( Read more... )

I can make any day sound terrible because I'm not posi at all! today was alright though, except for spending about two and a half hours in rush hour traffic and only getting to watch like fifteen minutes of a movie. at least it was Office Space. I won't be home until Tuesday, I think. that's pretty cool I guess. I'm bored as hell though ( Read more... )

the first thing I heard this morning was my mom telling me that I look terrible. thanks mom!

for whatever reason, I woke up at four in the morning feeling like I HAD to talk to someone right away, and haven't been able to go back to sleep yet. I forget what it was about, too. my eyes hurt and I'm exhausted, but not sleepy. and it's raining. apparently I don't have to babysit though, which is really nice. my mom is using this as an ( Read more... )

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mixed feelings were appropriate. that was bad. yesterday was really bad. I feel like shit. but I went to the zoo today with the preschoolers. I still feel like shit and I don't like going to the infoshop ( Read more... )

I take one cause you left me, two for my family, three for my heartache, four for my headaches, five for my lonely, six for my sorrow, seven for no tomorrow, eight.. I forget what eight was for. nine for a lost god. and ten for everything.

I painted my toenails last night. it's awesome. the first time you paint your toenails after winter is always the best ( Read more... )

also, another one of my sisters is going to be working in a still unopened ice cream place in the shitty mall around here. she's working there because there was a table set up in the cafeteria to get the kids to work for the ice cream store. it depresses the hell out of me. and it's going to ruin ice cream for her ( Read more... )